I have been on a few dates with women and had flirtations with them as well. In general, I have preferred women that are more butch. This is probably related to my submissive side. However, recently I have found myself very interested in a few women who are femme, very very femme. What is surprising about this, at least to me, is that my sexual dynamic changes. I want to top them. I want to be in control, or at least co-top them with a man.

This week a friend of mine requested my help with relaxing. I knew exactly what she was asking for though. In all of my sexual online relationships (don’t you judge me!) I have requested to be told what to do by men several times. Sadly, all but one have left me wanting (shout out to Sir!). I am not sure if it was hard for them to say what I wanted to hear, or truly hard for them to know what I wanted.

But I knew what she wanted. I knew because it was the same thing I had sought. I wanted to be told, in exact detail what to do. I wanted someone to control me over the internet. So here is what I sent her. Because it was my first time, I found myself being far shyer than any of my posts here would lead a person to believe.

I sent each of these in a text message.

You need to go take a hot bath.

Then, in the bath, you need to play with those gorgeous nipples of yours. Slowly at first, and then really pinching and tweaking.

When your breathing starts to get shallow, you need to reach down and start to play with your pretty little pussy.

When your clit starts to get really swollen, get the handheld shower attachment down, or push your ass up to the tub front.

Then, let the warm water rush over your clit, while you continue to play with your nipples. In about two to five minutes . .

ALL your stress will be gone, and you will be off for a lovely night of sleep, with a deliciously wet/clean pussy for tomorrow!

After I was done, I went to the bathroom, and my own pussy was drenched. Knowing that I had just given her what I had been seeking myself was so fucking powerful I wanted to find her, fuck her, pull her hair, bite her nipples, and tie her up like a little slut.

Clearly, a whole new world has opened up. In fact, I need to go now, and read up on rope bondage!  :)

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This post, Woo Hoo, Switchy Woman, originally appeared on Minivan Libertine on 10/08/2009. If you are viewing it anywhere other than in a feed reader, it was scraped illegally and without my permission. Please email minivanlibertine at gmail dot com and let me know.
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The book told the story of a pair of sisters who lived in a small cottage in the woods. The pictures showed the sisters brushing each other’s long hair, helping each other take baths, and helping each other dress. Their hands would linger over each others breasts and pubic hair, and eventually led to photos of the sisters kissing.

The most striking visual memory is the sisters laying the grass nude, except for white and black striped thigh high stockings with bows on the front. They were lying as if they were sleeping on their backs, with their hands on top of each others pussies. The very last image is of the sisters walking back to their cottage hand in hand.

Soon I could hardly wait for the opportunity to be alone in the house and run to his bathroom and get the book out. I remember lying on my stomach on the cold floor, looking at the book, and bringing myself to orgasm as quickly as possible. I remember the smell of my father all around me, from cologne and tobacco to the faint smell of urine from the adjacent toilet. I also remember the fear of being discovered, and how I knew that I needed to finish quickly so the book would not disappear.

To this day, I like to be in a bathroom that smells like a man. When my husband fucks me from behind in the bathroom, I put my stomach on the cold floor and my hands in my pussy. I breathe deeply, remember that book, and come within minutes.

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This post, The Beauty of Women and the Smell of Men, originally appeared on Minivan Libertine on 04/26/2009. If you are viewing it anywhere other than in a feed reader, it was scraped illegally and without my permission. Please email minivanlibertine at gmail dot com and let me know.
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