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A few nights ago, my husband and I watched Rough Sex 2, by Tristan Taormino. I had absolutely LOVED the first Rough Sex, and this follow-up is even better. Hotter, nastier, and kinkier. I found I had kinks I did not even know about it! I have never wanted anyone to bake me a cake as much as I now want Madison Young to do for me!!
One of the scenes contained April Flores and Claire Adams. April was dominated and fucked relentlessly by Mistress Claire, and enjoyed every minute of it. To me, the most amazing thing about watching April Flores is that even when she is doing the absolute dirtiest things, the joy coming from her is apparent. In fact, that is how I like to think of myself when fucking!
But that is not the only similarity I have with April. Like April, I am also fat. I have a mostly up, sometimes down relationship with my body and generally like it. However, watching Claire and April wrestle in this movie made me realize something. I would fuck April Flores, AND I would fuck me!
I have never been with a fat person, despite being one my whole life. I have only been with slim or average sized men, and have no idea what it feels like to hold someone who is larger than me. I always felt “lumbering” with my size unless I was naked – and then I just feel naturally beautiful. It is almost like the restriction of clothes reminds me that I am not what society thinks is beautiful.
At a party in September, I met someone I only knew on the internet. I knew she was cute, and knew she was fat, but was just floored at what her body did to me. All I did was touch her arm, her incredibly soft, silky arm, and I wanted to make out with her. I wanted to run my hands all over her body, and put my own breasts against her. I wanted to run my hands through her hair, and hold her gorgeous chubby face.
I was not sexually attracted to my friend because of her fat, nor in spite of her fat. I was attracted to HER, and everything about her.
Perhaps fat women should consider this perspective the next time we start to hate on ourselves. I know now that being allowed access to my body, curves and all, is a fucking privilege (literally!) Sure my arms are fat, my tummy is fat, my breasts are huge, but guess what?
It is me, and this is it! If you don’t like this minivan, you do not get to ride.
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